Currently Listening Buckcherry By Buckcherry see related

as if anyone i know still uses xanga...here's an update on me:

i have two months of high school left. so close, yet so far away. time seems to slow down to a glacial pace...i got accepted to ecu. i can't say i'm surprised, but it's still really exciting to find out i got into college. i've always wanted to get out of greenville...but at this point, i can't really afford to leave. we'll see what happens.

my best friend just moved away. todd decided to move back to nashville on a thursday and two days later, he left. he's been my best friend since i was 11, so it's tough, but he's gone to nashville before and i know we won't grow apart..and chances are, he'll be back relatively soon...realistically.

anyway, i'm in a very happy relationship with tony. he's been amazing to me...no one makes me happier.

life's been really hard recently with stress from school...not sleeping well...plus crazy family stuff too personal to blog about...but i'm keeping my sanity.

Currently Listening Everything Went Black By Black Flag see related

friday i'm in love.

Rest in peace, John Bjorkman.

i can't believe you're really gone...i'm thankful for the time we had together...i'm happy to have had such a wonderful person in my life and be so close to you. you are the most real person i know...it's cruel to lose someone like you. 

you were one of the only people i really loved around here. my favorite. i'm missing half my heart without you. you were the best friend to me that i've ever had, and i doubt i'll ever find a better friend. you were so accepting...and you would have done anything for me...i'd do anything for you.

you helped me grow so much as a person...i owe you so much. thank you for helping me come out of my shell.

i still feel like this isn't real...like i'm going to wake up to one of your text messages at 4 in the morning...they always made me smile, no matter how tired i was.

i'm glad i got to tell you good bye and give you a hug the last time i saw you. i'm glad we both knew how we felt about eachother. i'm lucky to know that you loved me to the end.

i love you john...i miss you. i'll always think of you.

Currently Listening From the Hip By Bang Tango i'm the one see related

new years resolutions

1. get more organized/help in keeping the house looking good.

2. eat healthier (stop eating out of boredom, cut back on potatoe products)

3. exercise (just for my health's sake)

4. be friendlier, overcome my "social anxiety"

what are yours?

Currently Listening Led Zeppelin III By Led Zeppelin out on the tiles see related

merry christmas

rest in peace James Brown. 1933 - 2006. the godfather of soul. i really cannot believe that he died.

well, it's been exactly a month since i've updated here...and it's christmas, so i might as well post something. i'm not trying to be pretentious, but for one i know people are going to ask me what i got and it's good to organize things so i can keep up with all of it.

christmas eve (dad's side of the family)

-warm KMAX-ish coat that i've been needing.

-more flattering black pants with an awesome wide belt with holes in it.

-led zeppelin album with immigrant song and out on the tiles on it. (those are two of my favorite zeppelin songs)

-gift card to hot topic

-lip gloss (perfect shade)

christmas morning (home)

-a new silver RZR phone. :)

-video iPod and a case to go with it

-TiVo

-CDs: led zeppelin (the early days), brooke hogan (i'm a hulk hogan fan, and getting the cd was kinda a joke), bang tango (from the hip)

-DVDs: the devil wears prada, office space, cars, airplane

-the greatest pair of stilleto boots i've ever seen. they have a gold "love" logo on the side that really reminds me of the beatles.

-two pairs of fingerless gloves. one is leather motorcycle gloves, and the other pair has pianos on the top.

-ferror rocher (my favorite candy)

-an endless supply of lipgloss and chapstick

-hair products, and eyeshadow (it comes with purple, dark blue, grey, and black)

-lots and lots of awesome black clothes

christmas morning (mom's side of the family)

-tunic length jacket

-cute tunic length shirt

-custom "my color" m&ms (black)

-new purse

-another somewhat light jacket

-beyond that, i can't really remember. about 4 more outfits, but i can't remember specifics.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h0ceFaGVHsI

it won't let me embed it in the entry, so click on it.

alright, this is new Guns N' Roses. the song is "better" off the new album, chinese democracy which will be released on one of the remaining tuesdays in 2006.

this video was put together by a fan...the song is the demo track, and they tried to match a live video to the demo track. the video gets off a little bit, but it's pretty close. anyway, it rocks. enjoy. <3

i have more videos of new Guns N' Roses songs...for example, "there was a time", "IRS", and live videos for "chinese democracy", "madagascar", and more.

on a random note, the song "better" is being used on a new harley davidson commercial. it's the first time that Axl Rose has given anyone permission to use one of his songs for a commercial.